The first aspect I remember about the dream was that I was working.
A fellow employee was saving up to get married, and I was wearing work pants that looked like they had never been washed. The fellow employee saved up all their money and ran off to their wedding. I followed close behind going over rainbows, and plants that looked like each kind was from a different video game.
I reached the wedding and found my Mother celebrating with my sisters. They were eating yummy seafood and they invited me to join. While they ordered food for me, I ate all the food at the table. Then I thought my food arrived and I kept on eating. It was some sort of fish. A man next to me politely complained that that fish was his, and my food came to the table. I handed him my food only to discover it was a whole raw shark, and that I too had been eating a whole raw shark. I looked across the table and saw someone eating a baby whale.
I was distracted from the food ordeal because celebrations were starting outside. A line of elephants were being rode on a beach, and people with firecrackers stood all around. “No, that is dangerous!,” I tried to warn my sister. She had a firecracker in her hand, and I tried to take it away from her. She resisted, and no one listened to me. I could see angels all around trying to stop the disaster. Light built up inside them, and, because I was helping, inside me.
There was an explosion of light. Suddenly I found myself in the ocean holding my sister’s hand. It was so real I thought,ย This is a NDE.ย As I floated deeper my sisters hand was pulled from mine. I tried to keep hold of it, but I couldn’t.
Categories: Beginnings
That weird feeling of loss and terror might stick with you for a while….๐
Just know, it’s okay to be you ๐. Heck, better than okay, it’s good!
Dont assume you have lost support of family. Ask them, talk to them (even if it means hours of debate ๐).
You might be surprised how much they care – even if it feels a bit misplaced.
Take care,
B
Thank you. It wasn’t too scary of a dream, I was just experiencing the moment during most of it. It had enough interesting elements that I wanted to share.