I got good grades, but after I started to see the “the glaring flaws in the broken system” it was harder to do. I was not the rebellious sort. To quiet to get much notice. As I said before my therapist thinks I have Aspergers.
You write very well. So much emotion it is almost poetry. I too only have a part time job, and my family always encourages me to find a full time one.
It is okay to take the time you need to figure things out. College isn’t everything. There are those who do horribly in school, but master life. When you are young, you do not always feel like a master of anything, but I think your passion in metaphysics could get you farther then you realize. Mixed with your skill in writing, and you have lots of potential.
I am reblogging because you said so well, what I feel sometimes.