I got good grades, but after I started to see the “the glaring flaws in the broken system” it was harder to do. I was not the rebellious sort. To quiet to get much notice. As I said before my therapist thinks I have Aspergers.
You write very well. So much emotion it is almost poetry. I too only have a part time job, and my family always encourages me to find a full time one.
It is okay to take the time you need to figure things out. College isn’t everything. There are those who do horribly in school, but master life. When you are young, you do not always feel like a master of anything, but I think your passion in metaphysics could get you farther then you realize. Mixed with your skill in writing, and you have lots of potential.
I am reblogging because you said so well, what I feel sometimes.
“I awoke, only to find that the rest of the world was still asleep.”-Leonardo da Vinci
For the First time In forever, I feel alive. Aware. I feel as If there is nothing left to say. philosophy bores me now. it’s like preaching to the choir. I suppose this is what they call internal Gnosis.
What does it mean? I hear so many say that they are awake. I myself had thought I was. But now? I feel as though for the first time I am seeing clearly. Truth be told, my vision (among other things) has been upgraded in the last few months. ascension is weird. My eyes are almost permanently out of focus now (they look rather strange too). I can see everything perfectly though. no focal point. just everything. bigger, clearer.
The same, yet so different. finally, I look while seeing. One can see a speck…
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