I am still shocked that my prayer was answered. In a way, I got exactly what I prayed for. In Doreen Virtue’s book, Healing with the Angels, it encourages praying for being healed of ones illness.
My prayer went a little something like this: Please heal me from Schizoaffective Bipolar disorder, but if you just heal me, I will be forced to continue medication not knowing I was healed. Even if you guided me to go off my medication to discover I was healed, this would cause my family great stress. My Doctor would discourage it, too. So you need to heal me in a way that is accepted by the medical community.
I had no idea that there was any possible way for the Angels to do this. Yet, now that my Bipolar disorder is discovered to be linked to my thyroid, I don’t know what to think. Yes, I am still Schizoaffective, but the Bipolar is gone. I already explained reasons why I would resist being healed of the Schizoaffective part. (It would change my thought process for starters.) Yet, with the Bipolar part, it is exactly what I prayed for, a medically accepted healing of Bipolar disorder (by balancing my Thyroid).
I don’t know if I should be writing Doreen Virtue about my miracle so she can put it in one of her books. It is so strange to have such a big prayer answered that I want to write it off as chance. I don’t know what to make of it. I never so much as found a feather when asking for signs before. Perhaps because the Angels knew a pretty big sign was on its way.