I have been drawn to the mentality of a go getter again. A psychic much like Abraham Hicks. I listened felt inspired. Something I have not felt in a while. Yet I have listened too long perhaps I need time to digest.

I learned about the Law of Attraction years ago. Oftentimes a channeling of Abraham Hicks is playing and I do not consciously hear a thing. Still the tone of her voice makes me feel better.

I love the pick-a-card side of YouTube. Yet I do not take the readings seriously. When I pick a reading that is glowingly positive I do not always believe.

One pick-a-card said that I would be in a penthouse and if I was not it was my fault because there is so much information on getting rich online and I wasn’t following it.

I have abundance in the moment or at least a low cost of living. I moved back in with my parents so the biggest monthly cost of rent is no more. I am also around people I love. We might talk less now, but I am able to help out. I used to FaceTime with my Mother an hour a day when I was on my own.

Sometimes I worry about my future and if I will continue to be able to survive. Hearing the positivity, this time, lead me back to writing something, anything. One sentence, “What if you were hard to find because your message was for the few.” This sentence broke a negative belief in me. I knew it was time to break my silence because my silence was based on negative beliefs and not centered in joy.

My message is for the few. I have enough time and abundance to write for a while, even if I do not make a living blogging. A living will come to me somehow.