I used to write many posts. Recently I let the renewal of my url expire. This site is a part of my past and my spiritual journey. I feel I was misguided at times and have changed my mind several times in the course of the years.

It seems I would promote something only to turn and argue against it the next year. Yet even if my beliefs have changed I am glad to have been in the perspective of holding the belief at one point. It enables me to understand and not freak out when I come across that set of beliefs in another.

Maybe I will start posting again. For one thing I need to get used to typing with long nails. I have been taking vitamins so I have not broken a nail in a long time. Usually when one breaks I cut them all.

Right now the unfamiliarity of typing with nails is slowing the train of thought of writing.

I just wanted to let you know that I have changed so much I rarely desire to share anymore. I realized how foolishly wise I was in the past. I even wrote a post about the fool card. Which I might go back and re-read after finishing this post. I used to re-read a post whenever I received a like on it.

For a long time I felt I was shadow banned. I have recently realized my posts were for the few and not the majority of the population so they became hard to find.

So if you are an old follower who has wondered what happened to me. I learned the gift of thinking before speaking or at least my desire to be heard disappeared. Yet I will still put tags on this post, because it would be nice to have the dopamine rush knowing someone liked a post.