Many people have a life review while they are experiencing a Near Death Experience. In some cases a person is shown their interactions with others, which hurt the other person. It can be little interactions that the person having the review didn’t put much thought into.
I am a very solitary person. Luckily, I have a big family so am not alone, but years of mental illness have given me the mentality that I cannot make friends. I know this is wrong, but when I go out to make friends I become uncomfortable. Some habits and ideas are hard to unlearn.
Must of my conversations with people have been small talk, and I am nice. So I was just thinking that I might not have as many of examples of hurting people in my life review. Yet, then I realized I will likely be shown examples where talking to people more could have helped them. I will be shown examples of how reaching out a hand of friendship could change the course of a person’s life.
I do not like not having friends, but I am not sure how to make them. I know, with practice, I could make a good friend.
Hopefully, I can be cured of my lack of confidence.