I did decide to invest in Bentinho’s Academy for at least one month. I have been following the lessons almost everyday. Its funny when I come to the Three Day Process lesson, is when I start having doubts about many things.
I follow my excitement, but cannot imagine how this would result in better results. I have enjoyed this period of abundance, so much so that I don’t want to go back to having to budget to remain out of debt.
In the spirit of following my excitement, I invested in balcony gardening supplies, and will be picking up plants to grow on May 6th. (There is a community project called Project Grow. Last year I went through them to garden in two small plots. Yet, I felt I didn’t take good enough care of my garden. It was beautiful with Marigolds all around, but I didn’t like walking to the garden. I was always surprised that my Fae friend kept the garden in good condition. I had no idea what I was doing.
So this year, I am staying simple, and near. If it is my own garden, I don’t have to worry about not taking the best care of plants (because I have no idea what I am doing.) My plan is two tomato plants, two herbs, and flowers. Being on the second floor, I need not worry about rabbits or deer eating my plants.
Yet, I do not see how balcony gardening is going to result in abundance. I will have an abundance of tomatoes (if not as much as the five tomato plants I had least year), but I only like to cut up tomatoes to make pasta sauce. (I don’t like them raw.) I will also have basil for my tomato sauce.
I also invested in new athletic shoes, and I went to a local store to get help finding a perfect pair. The shoes cost more there, but I like having help picking out shoes from someone who actually knows what they are doing.
So… what exactly is supposed to result from a small balcony garden, and shoes. I do not understand my excitement in the least. This wasn’t the only thing my excitement told me to invest in. Basically a grocery list of things. (Really when I wrote it out, it sounded like a grocery list.)
I do not understand my excitement. I wish that my Security Blanket would just manifest. I envision my Security Blanket is having enough to invest in my different excitements without having to worry about running out of money.
I could still pursue having a successful blog, and improving artwork. Yet, I would now have enough money to invest in any kind of art supply I wanted, and an area that is easy to get to, where I can just get messy with paint. I love digital art, but I pursue it because I don’t have to continuously invest in supplies to make it. Also, I would like to be able to take art classes, to remember what I have forgotten. Plus I would like to travel a bit more. I would like to have an actual yard to garden in. An impressive garden, with raised beds, and a fence to keep out rabbits.
If I had to write myself in this next chapter, I’d say, “I’m Effortlessly Abundant. What I need just comes to me. I follow excitement without of the worry of running out of supplies. The path I walk, is a masterpiece of expression. I am a master artist, who paints the very path as I walk forward.”
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