A still and restless silence fills the area around me. Worries come to my mind and I want to express them. Yet, the sharing of them does not really do more than project them. What am I doing, what do I do?
Try as you might, you cannot feel the feeling exactly as I. You will come to your best understanding of the feeling, yet it will not be the same.
I talk much whether or not another wants to listen. I spend much time expressing my thoughts. I think much.
It does not really feel as if progress has been made. Change is coming and I try not to focus on it. Because a part of me wants the freedom that comes with this change. Another part no so much.
A time of my life is coming to an end. Advisors are advising. I can take this moment and be free.