Not quite sure

The impact of the jade faded. I am not sure if it is just chance that the jade changed my dreams do much.

I continue to amass gemstones to put under my pillow. I am hoping to recreate the effect.

Maybe my mind adapted to the jade, The vivid dreams were costly (made me more tired) so my brain stopped them.

It is hard to put faith into the gemstones. The scientific part of me still exists. (I was really good at science.) This part thinks I am crazy to put faith in such things.

I no longer fear divine punishment for Tarot cards, and stuff. Why? Hold God in your heart. When doing this is there room for fear? Would this God punish someone for spirituality? The God in my heart would never do this even if the spirituality is New Age.

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